Prayers!

Hey... here's another update from me.

Well have been working for one month ledi. Kinda still coping n learning. Getting closer with the people there and more work load now but heyyyy... not gonna OT for them hahahahha.

As for personal life, trying to learn something new or more accurately to change something. Been going thru "some" diff time and crossroads. Still trying to fight my way thru it to come out victoriously. And also trying to commit my self to something new and to stick to it. Trying to start something new but jus dunno how to n to saty commited to it.

Basicly is the change of perception n thoughts to be inline with Christ. Beside that need to have the more wisdom to be able to plan n utilise my all to be the person that God want me to be.

Another thing is, gonna take two (2) first n biggest steps in my life. Need prayers from u all n guidiance from God for this. Really something that i never did before. Kinda lost and dunno how to proceed.(wanna know wat they are?... try asking me personally. i might tell u) (Thanks in advance for prayers)

Another new month another month of work n struggling. Hmmmm..... but hey God will be there for us as how He always been there.  

Crossroads crossroads CROSSROADS!!! How?? How? HOW??!?!??!

Lord pls guide me n lead me and grant me the frredom to proceed. This i pray in Christ name. AMEN!

Work

Working for the past few days ledi. (now lunch la). kinda sien here but hey its work. Ppl here wise is kinda helpful n friendly la. Boss oso ok la always laugh one. But dunno kinda i think its me la, wanted to do things perfectly to know things first before doin anything so kinda anxious when at work la. n dun think either of them are Christian.

Somemore, three days after work kena mc for 2 days due to food poisoning. Aiii..

Its really not nice when u r sick n stil have to work, very uncomfortable.

As for personal life, stil ok la. Something joyful something not joyful happened la.As for my dad case if i said i am not sad then will be cheating la but occasionally when think about him la. As for now try to susutain my work n oso to grow int he Lord more la n be a good tesimony for Him with the people aroung me la.

Its not easy but I know God is with me (reminding myself that constantly). Hopefully...hopefully...

k la stuck ledi dunno wat to type ledi so i'll stop here la.

Bye n God bless.

Thoughts

A lot of ppl have been saying that i think too much. Well i kinda think most of my time la. Dun really know how to day dream. Thats why got loads of white hair on my head.

Thoughts, thoughts... this is what i think.. God gave us a brain so we shd use it rite? Yup i think so. Have u ever wonder that what an unthoughtful act u have done or received within this week. Well i cant said for all but i think thoughtful acts n speach really will be more positive in a sense than unthoughtful ones. Think about it....God created us to be relational beings, n what is more fulfilling a fellow human being can do to another than to touch the heart of the other...?

Have u called or even smsed someone that a long time u did not? Thru my experiences, a call or a sms does have a very profound effects. think bout it.. a call or sms cost u wat 15cents..but the person received it will be happy, encouraged, felt loved etc and thats priceless.

Here's an experience i encounter recently. One particular person i have not keep in contact for a period of time, but then one nite God kinda lead me to call this person. So i called but that person was zzz.. Then that person returned the call the following day n we chatted. Thru this conversation i got to know that this person is quite dissapointed with the church. I was listenin n tried to share my eperiences wit this person as well but dun wanna reli force it on this person. In the end stil dissapointed. But thanks to God guidaince n grace this person said to me one thing.. Its that this person was surprised i stil remember this person n was appreciated of what I have done. Praise the Lord! There is stil hope.

The purpose i share this is not to give credit or glory to myself but to show the importance of thoughtful actions n words (but of course must be honest n sincere la).

So here is a challenge...Would u say or do something thoughtful to someone today? A sms or a call or even jus a hug or jus went up to someone u normally don't? It will really make a difference..Try it..

Pls do oso share ur experinces n thoughts on this.

Till next time.Byeeeeee.. 

WORK!

Helooo there,

Here's a good news. Wil be starting work on the 1st of Aug. Accounts. Praise the Lord for after measuring land for sooo long stil got ppl wanna hire. hehehe

Another good news that really makes me happy...is that one one the problems that i've been struggling for soo long began to have a turning point. Thank God for His care n protection n mercy n grace. (If u all wondering wat is it, come up to me n ask. mayb i will tell u. hahahah)

As for my life , its been ok till know.. jus a bit anxious in starting another level of my life. Prayers are needed. Thanks.

Dunno wat to write leh. So stop here la. bye bye...

Glory and Praise be unto God our Father

Firstly I wld like to thank all bros n sis' for your prayers. Much appreciated. Throughout the past one month really eperienced a lot of matters that i will not forget. And to know God is there with me every minute of it the the most peaceful thing that i can ever eperienced.

For those who stil did not know, my dad was called back with the Lord for 3 weeks already. Yup, praise be unto God for my dad accepted Christ before he pass away due to cancer.

One of the most overwhelming eperience I had is sharing the Gospel to my dad. I can still remember the first time I shared the Gospel to my family was not long after I accepted Christ. It was difficult n meet a lot of opposition.

In the few weeks before my dad was hospitalised, I am taking care of him at home. Knowing that he did not have much time left left me trembling with fear n overwhelmed with emotions as he hasn't accepted Christ. So one day when I was alone with my dad, I took up the courage to share to him. To my devastating dissapointment, my dad cut me off when i prayed for him. Was very painful to know u have to do something but was not able to.

Then a few days later my dad was hospitalised. My feeling was more "kan cheong" coz dad's conditions getting more serious. The next day was in hospital so try again to share to my dad. During this time there seems to be loads of distractions or disturbance eg. nurses coming in , ppl walkin in n out, visitors. But thank God that He gave me a heart of not giving up. So shared to my dad again when alone again. Then  this time , me also overcome by emotions but emotions of joy n peace because my dad accepted Christ. I prayed with my dad n at the end I asked my dad if he agree with what i prayed to say amen and he did. Praise the Lord!!!

Then at nite, due to my dad stil didn't know he has not much time left, me n my family decided to deliver the news to it (i definitely agreed to cause my dad has the right to know). Soi took up the resposibility to tell my dad. I can tell u it is not easy. I prayed hard before entering the room. Then i prayed with my dad n he agrred to pray together. Praise the Lord!!! Then i deliver the news to him. After that i ask my dad what his feeling is and he said is peaceful. Thank God! And to think of it I was also very peaceful during n after the process. Thank God!

Hmm.. I think I will stop here. As any one of you would like to know more, jus ask me la. Thanks once again. May God be with each and everyone of us. Amen!!!

Bye byeeeee.... till the next time. C ya. Immanuel!