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LONG LONG TIME AGO.....

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 00:43:00 GMT

It's been a long long time ago i posted something here. Yesterday i just got my first month pay for my current job that is Panasonic Industrial Company Malaysia. Account exec with a different job scope, different enviroment everthing different. Have to start all over and the learning curve is very steep. That's work.

As for my life, everything seems fine. Shifted back to my own original parent's house with me mom. Same area different house only. Just got baptised this 2nd Dec. A brand new life a brand new start.

As for love life........hahahhaha still single and available. Any takers???? Kakakakkaaakkakakaka. Ppl everywhere from home, ex-colleague, current colleague to frens keep on wanting to intro ppl. Why not being desperate for a partner cannot one meh????!?!?!?! HAHHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH Just have not meet the right person yet only.

I think that's all for now. Till dunno how long i will go online again to check. HAHHAHAHAHAH till then... Blessed year ahead for all. Immanuel.

God's Blessings

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 13:47:53 GMT

Praise the Lord! Jus to share something that i am reli grateful. Its been almost 1 yr i work in Utar n God has been blessing me abundantly. Well here is the story..... When i 1st started work i was kinda kena bully by other ppl from other dept...(coz stil new dunno anything).. and was thinking wat's happening???!?!!? why finance ppl kena bully one?!?!?!?!

Nvm lor. so jus do my resposibilities then now it finally pay off. Its been the talk of the office but i dun seems to notice it. My colleagues has been saying that i am my director's son in law aka someone important. At first dun care la tot they jus wanna play play...but after this incident...actually this is wat happened... there is a doc to be approved by my director, he signed then rejected it (my manager give it to him one) then pass to me to ask me to prepare for committee's decision. I look at at think think think its not appropriate for the committee to decide so i ma talk to my director lor. mana tau this time approved need not refer committee.. even my manager also kinda shocked. this is one incident. then additional, my director will catch me n talk to me for hours...n i notice its only me???

another more scary things is that,initially my director's mood not good one, then he called me to see him for some matter (in a bad mood voice). i was like oh noooo dead ledi. mana tau talk talk talk then he turn n began to joke with me...phew...thank God. so now ppl in the office called me weather changer n they even one of my manager give me face la kakakakkakakakakaka.

then another incident happened. the Academic Registra (3rd most powerful person in the Uni) also seems to somehow i found favour in her. so now more ppl give face la now hahahahahhahahah and i think more ppl hate me oso.....

then there is this one particular dept..... very cary one coz the head is a bit siow one...anyone stepped into her office sure kena kau kau...last time when still new oso kena. but now,God's blessing i can walk in n out as i like kakakakakakakaaaka n most of the ppl there oso afraid of me kakakakka.

So i consider all this the blessing of God of protecting me n helping me to survive there for so long. Praises unto the Lord. actually got more but dunno how to write. kakakakkakakak.

My test. Take it!

Wed, 30 May 2007 11:22:02 GMT

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Confusing!!! 3 things in one go?!?!?!?!?!

Sat, 12 May 2007 15:37:29 GMT

Its been long since i updated.

Almost a year working in UTAR its kinda ok. As for life oso kinda not big things happened. Still alive n well.

Its been a confusing period of time recently n continuing on. Confusing with people including myself.... aiiiii... why ppl so ma farn???

Diifff to understand .... argh......Wat are they thinking about??? WAt shd i do??? Shd i proceed?? shd i wait??? shd i back down??? shd i do wat?!?!?!?!

Wan dun wan wan dun wan wan dun wan....Now oso i dunno wat to say or type....aiksss... sleep only la. Nite.

Update u ppl next time when can think more properly.

Working On a Sunday SUCKS!!!!

Sun, 06 May 2007 01:08:16 GMT

Prayers!

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 14:24:33 GMT

Hey... here's another update from me.

Well have been working for one month ledi. Kinda still coping n learning. Getting closer with the people there and more work load now but heyyyy... not gonna OT for them hahahahha.

As for personal life, trying to learn something new or more accurately to change something. Been going thru "some" diff time and crossroads. Still trying to fight my way thru it to come out victoriously. And also trying to commit my self to something new and to stick to it. Trying to start something new but jus dunno how to n to saty commited to it.

Basicly is the change of perception n thoughts to be inline with Christ. Beside that need to have the more wisdom to be able to plan n utilise my all to be the person that God want me to be.

Another thing is, gonna take two (2) first n biggest steps in my life. Need prayers from u all n guidiance from God for this. Really something that i never did before. Kinda lost and dunno how to proceed.(wanna know wat they are?... try asking me personally. i might tell u) (Thanks in advance for prayers)

Another new month another month of work n struggling. Hmmmm..... but hey God will be there for us as how He always been there.

Crossroads crossroads CROSSROADS!!! How?? How? HOW??!?!??!

Lord pls guide me n lead me and grant me the frredom to proceed. This i pray in Christ name. AMEN!

Work

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 04:13:39 GMT

Working for the past few days ledi. (now lunch la). kinda sien here but hey its work. Ppl here wise is kinda helpful n friendly la. Boss oso ok la always laugh one. But dunno kinda i think its me la, wanted to do things perfectly to know things first before doin anything so kinda anxious when at work la. n dun think either of them are Christian.

Somemore, three days after work kena mc for 2 days due to food poisoning. Aiii..

Its really not nice when u r sick n stil have to work, very uncomfortable.

As for personal life, stil ok la. Something joyful something not joyful happened la.As for my dad case if i said i am not sad then will be cheating la but occasionally when think about him la. As for now try to susutain my work n oso to grow int he Lord more la n be a good tesimony for Him with the people aroung me la.

Its not easy but I know God is with me (reminding myself that constantly). Hopefully...hopefully...

k la stuck ledi dunno wat to type ledi so i'll stop here la.

Bye n God bless.

Thoughts

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 12:21:50 GMT

A lot of ppl have been saying that i think too much. Well i kinda think most of my time la. Dun really know how to day dream. Thats why got loads of white hair on my head.

Thoughts, thoughts... this is what i think.. God gave us a brain so we shd use it rite? Yup i think so. Have u ever wonder that what an unthoughtful act u have done or received within this week. Well i cant said for all but i think thoughtful acts n speach really will be more positive in a sense than unthoughtful ones. Think about it....God created us to be relational beings, n what is more fulfilling a fellow human being can do to another than to touch the heart of the other...?

Have u called or even smsed someone that a long time u did not? Thru my experiences, a call or a sms does have a very profound effects. think bout it.. a call or sms cost u wat 15cents..but the person received it will be happy, encouraged, felt loved etc and thats priceless.

Here's an experience i encounter recently. One particular person i have not keep in contact for a period of time, but then one nite God kinda lead me to call this person. So i called but that person was zzz.. Then that person returned the call the following day n we chatted. Thru this conversation i got to know that this person is quite dissapointed with the church. I was listenin n tried to share my eperiences wit this person as well but dun wanna reli force it on this person. In the end stil dissapointed. But thanks to God guidaince n grace this person said to me one thing.. Its that this person was surprised i stil remember this person n was appreciated of what I have done. Praise the Lord! There is stil hope.

The purpose i share this is not to give credit or glory to myself but to show the importance of thoughtful actions n words (but of course must be honest n sincere la).

So here is a challenge...Would u say or do something thoughtful to someone today? A sms or a call or even jus a hug or jus went up to someone u normally don't? It will really make a difference..Try it..

Pls do oso share ur experinces n thoughts on this.

Till next time.Byeeeeee..

WORK!

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 12:01:59 GMT

Helooo there,

Here's a good news. Wil be starting work on the 1st of Aug. Accounts. Praise the Lord for after measuring land for sooo long stil got ppl wanna hire. hehehe

Another good news that really makes me happy...is that one one the problems that i've been struggling for soo long began to have a turning point. Thank God for His care n protection n mercy n grace. (If u all wondering wat is it, come up to me n ask. mayb i will tell u. hahahah)

As for my life , its been ok till know.. jus a bit anxious in starting another level of my life. Prayers are needed. Thanks.

Dunno wat to write leh. So stop here la. bye bye...

Glory and Praise be unto God our Father

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 06:52:13 GMT

Firstly I wld like to thank all bros n sis' for your prayers. Much appreciated. Throughout the past one month really eperienced a lot of matters that i will not forget. And to know God is there with me every minute of it the the most peaceful thing that i can ever eperienced.

For those who stil did not know, my dad was called back with the Lord for 3 weeks already. Yup, praise be unto God for my dad accepted Christ before he pass away due to cancer.

One of the most overwhelming eperience I had is sharing the Gospel to my dad. I can still remember the first time I shared the Gospel to my family was not long after I accepted Christ. It was difficult n meet a lot of opposition.

In the few weeks before my dad was hospitalised, I am taking care of him at home. Knowing that he did not have much time left left me trembling with fear n overwhelmed with emotions as he hasn't accepted Christ. So one day when I was alone with my dad, I took up the courage to share to him. To my devastating dissapointment, my dad cut me off when i prayed for him. Was very painful to know u have to do something but was not able to.

Then a few days later my dad was hospitalised. My feeling was more "kan cheong" coz dad's conditions getting more serious. The next day was in hospital so try again to share to my dad. During this time there seems to be loads of distractions or disturbance eg. nurses coming in , ppl walkin in n out, visitors. But thank God that He gave me a heart of not giving up. So shared to my dad again when alone again. Then this time , me also overcome by emotions but emotions of joy n peace because my dad accepted Christ. I prayed with my dad n at the end I asked my dad if he agree with what i prayed to say amen and he did. Praise the Lord!!!

Then at nite, due to my dad stil didn't know he has not much time left, me n my family decided to deliver the news to it (i definitely agreed to cause my dad has the right to know). Soi took up the resposibility to tell my dad. I can tell u it is not easy. I prayed hard before entering the room. Then i prayed with my dad n he agrred to pray together. Praise the Lord!!! Then i deliver the news to him. After that i ask my dad what his feeling is and he said is peaceful. Thank God! And to think of it I was also very peaceful during n after the process. Thank God!

Hmm.. I think I will stop here. As any one of you would like to know more, jus ask me la. Thanks once again. May God be with each and everyone of us. Amen!!!

Bye byeeeee.... till the next time. C ya. Immanuel!